| well.. im not really too sure to feel right now but im glad in a way. i just got myself out of something that i should have never even started in the first place. im done being stupid.. i mean yeah i am like crying my eyes out right now and i probably will be for the next like month but i know that it is for the best and i will get over it eventually. i just cant believe it was 13 months today. pathetic of me to believe all of his lies. but hey, its for the better so yeah. im just glad i FINALLY realized. and sorry for all of you guys who tried to get me to do this a LONG LONG time ago.(one in particular) but yeah im sorry for not listening to you, because you ALL were right and i really regret not doing it like 13 months sooner. haha i mean im not saying that i never was happy with the asshole nick but the bad definately out weighs the good in that boy. thats all i guess.. |
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|  i am SO mad that the patriots lost last night 40-21!! they sucked SO bad it was pathetic to watch and a waste of my time.
"We got our butts kicked tonight"- brady...yeah damn right you did 
if only he could play as good as he looks
well.. anyways today i stayed home from school and now im really bored. nothing too interesting has been going on, except for indoor starts monday!! haha its going to be so much fun!! so thats about it
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| Light that smoke for giving up on me
And one just cause theyll kill you sooner than my expectations
To my favorite liar, to my favorite scar:
I could have died with you
I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle- I
confess
Now ash yourself out on the insides, when I said I loved you I
swear I lied
Lets play this game called when you catch fire
I wouldnt piss to put you out
Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
So I can forget about you
So bury me in memory
His smiles your rope
Wrap it tight around your throat
On the drive home
Joke about the kid you used to see
And his jealousy
Breaking hearts has never looked so cool
As when you wrap your car around a tree
Your makeup looks great next to his teeth |
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|  WOW..
great day |
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| well this week has been kinda repetitive. soccer everyday till atleast 530 and thats on a good day lol.. i dont get home till like 1030 on nights i have games and that kinda sucks because i like never get to sleep anymore! thats okay though cause its so much fun.. i dont think i would rather be doing anything else. well i would like to see my friends sometime lol and maybe have time to watch tv or something i dont know though this year seems like its going to be a lot better than last year. im going to hopefully be seeing my friends alot more than i did and i think thats what always used to put me down. so anyways since im grounded till friday AND my cell phones gone this week is going to be kind of long. i kinda wanted to go to the game last night too. tonight i have a soccer game against franklin so im really hoping that we will win. and thats probably going to be all i do this weekend besides going to my grandmas last night. lol well i guess thats all
i love you..
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